Not to be awkward, I’m Saby. I’m JUST 19 :) And I’m happily engaged. Getting Married not-so-soon ;P

Talking about getting married so soon, sometimes people .. are so.. how to say this.. kuno. They think that, ‘ohhh you’re getting married, you’re not studying anymore?’ OR ‘ohhh miangnye nak kahwin awal.’ OR ‘have to finish up my study then baru kahwin.’ Who the heck that make up that kind of rules? Not in my religion says that finish study then only you can get married. Not in any other religion I guess. I hate it when people say those words.. feels like.. ‘oh my god. you are so lame.’

Why don’t these people think like, its a good thing you get married when you are still studying; your husband can help you out, can give support, can look after you even closer. Why don’t these people think like, young couples get married so soon because they are deeply in love and wants to spend the rest of their lives together and do all those things together and go through rough times together. Why don’t they think that way? Why they ONLY think that young couples are ‘miang’ to get married so soon. That is JUST PATHETIC!

I’m matured in my own way. Yes I admit that I do make mistakes. Who doesn’t? I know you guys might think that I’m 19, I’m still a KID. Or you guys might think, go have fun. You are still young. Go mingle around. Well, I had enough of mingling. I have many ex-s. Not to be proud of. But I know how it feels to be heartbroken and to be in a relationship. Yes, being husband and wife is totally different and I’m ready for that. Yes, I’m still young but I have done mingling, get to know guys when I was wayyy younger. Seriously. I want to have fun in life. Have fun with my beloved husband. Thats what I want. Who says that if I’m married I can’t do all the crazy things? Well, for clubbing, been there, done that.

**The clubbing part, I have enough by the time I’m getting married. It’s nothing actually. Only the best part is seeing people getting drunk, vomit everywhere they can, laying helplessly until somebody rescue them. and of course, the music. I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. So, no big deal to get rid of that attitude to go clubbing all the time. Nope. Nope. Not a problem.

I have like.. 12-13 boyfriends during high school. *Again, not to be proud of.* And I don’t believe in Puppy love. You are in love, then that means that you ARE in love. Not you are in Puppy love. Crazy. I just.. done with those things and I want to take another new step in my life. Engaged is one of it. :)

I already sketched how I want my life to be. Not specifically.. but I just have the idea of having life together with Jay. :) Oh yes, my fiancee is Jay ;)

Say hello to Jay ;)