Devastated. Not the correct word to describe. Stress, maybe?
FYI, lately, I’ve been searching, googling in the Internet on properties.
Yes. On properties for sales. Houses for sale. I wanted my own home. I wanted to get married and have my own house. You guys might say that “chill. Enjoy being 20. Why rush?” OR “Kerja dulu. Baru pikir.” Well, you might or might not know this, but I think far up ahead. I always think of my future. Very far up ahead. I don’t know why but it is in my brain.
I already saw thousands of advertisements already in the Internet. And I have found few properties that I really interested in. How I wish I have that money, and just a phone call away from getting the house. :S
I searched the houses, based on the price AND the location. Location is very very important. I don’t want it to be some place that it is not safe, or it is far from my college, or far from my fiance’s office etc. and I prefer landed house. Not condos, or apartments. *even though I’m staying in a condo*
I wanted my own house. My very own house. I don’t want to be staying in someone else’s house. Not that I don’t want to, but it is much more comfortable to have your own house to stay in, right? So, that is why I’ve been searching how to make money? How? The answer when I finish studying is not it. I mean, business? What kind of business? It takes experience and maybe, paper qualifications to do so. What else? Multilevel Marketing? What? What? What? Tell me. I really want to know.
I can just ask my dad to buy me, but that doesn’t sounds.. independent. Maybe I can borrow the money and pay it back little by little. :S Get a loan? Much more worst! Or maybe I could get a sugar daddy to get me a house. Wahh perfect idea.
I wanted my fiance to get a loan. a house loan. But somehow, it is hard to get a loan and the debt will be hunting us forever. waiting for me to finish studying feels like another 10 years. I can’t wait. I can’t be patient. I’m not a patient person.
Having a house is every girl’s dream. I know mine is. :S But where are you, money? You make my life miserable :(
My fiance and I are getting married this year. And staying in our own house, just the both of us, is all I want.
