I was so furious, mad and angry last night.

Till I cried. I tend to cry whenever I was feeling so so so mad and angry. 

Everything that I felt, about everything, I told Jay. I told Jay before this, about the same thing. But this time, I told everything. From what I feel, from what I see, from what I think!

I was so pissed off. I just couldn’t take it anymore.

It’s like a burden to me now. Burden to always take care of others feelings when they DON’T GIVE A DAMN SHIT bout others feelings. to my feelings.

Stupid ARSE. They think that they can do whatever that they want to do, huh?? BULLSHIT. FUCK SHIT. 

I’M DONE TAKING CARE OTHERS FEELINGS. WHOEVER MESSED UP WITH ME, IM GONNA STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND BE A HARD COLD MEAN BITCH!