Well, at the moment, life is boring. Because it has been weeks since I really really spent QUALITY time with my fiance. Seriously. Yes, we went out and all, but.. I need more than just that. I want his attention more. I want his love more and more and more. I want he cares NOBODY but only me! That is what I want. Yes. I’m selfish! So what? I admit that I am really really selfish person. I don’t give a shit. I hate it when he has to do something else for other people doing things that THAT other people can do it by themselves!!!! SERIOUS SHIT. I hate it! LAZY ASS. seriously. I don’t know whether I’m the one being all crank up, but I just don’t like people ask me to do something that the people can do it themselves, and the people are just finding stupid excuses why the people cannot do it etc. I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! Till when this gonna last? TILL I DIE IS IT?!!?! Oh my god. Pathetic asshole! He is sooooo not responsible towards the people but yet, still keep doing favor for the people. He say helping, I say the people is taking advantage of it. Like serious shit! 

YOU COULD SAY THAT I’M VERY MAD. YES INDEED I AM! YOU MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I JUST SAID, BUT BEAR WITH ME. I’M SO TENSED UP. IT’S LIKE HE’S THE PEOPLE’S SLAVE THAT NEEDS TO DO WHAT THE PEOPLE WANTS HIM TO DO WHATEVER THE PEOPLE LIKES! FUCK THAT! 

Life is PATHETIC. INDEED HELL IT IS PATHETIC AND BORING AND ANNOYING AND ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!